In a minute i'll say sorry for doing these things that hurt me..
something not boring like kisses in the pouring rain (but it's all in vain).. Give me one more morning where i have a lesson to be learnt..
Icarus come down from the sky, youre flying too high! Icarus, seed your fathers word this aint your territory.. he thought he was invincible he weren't though, in principle he burnt, smouldered in those myths so that we who never flew before could learn from what he did.. noone even noticed when he crashed, hit the sea bed, wonder what he saw before he fell and if he needed some help would he have asked for it? probably he wouldn't.
Does anybody care about us? or are we just left here until we turn to dust.
sometimes i feel that life is just a game and i get the urge to jump infront of a moving train but like some kind of sick joke you keep me alive when i pass you you're there to revive but when i die cremate me until my ashes are diamonds, place those shining diamonds into a crystal ball, make it the center piece glimmering and shimmering in the ceiling in the middle of the dance hall..
she had green skin from where she used to wear fake gold jewellery, she had a pierced heart from when she used to love..
why put a new address on the same old lonliness where breathing is a waste of breath coz living is a race til death and nothing and every birth certificate weighs itself out with a death certificate and everybody is born to die.
this has been said so many times that i'm not sure if it matters.
i wouldnt piss on fire to put you out, so stop building bridges and drive over off them.
i hope you taste of me forever
you were the last good thing about this part of town.
J.F Ask me anything
You could literally pack up everything and live a completely different life in a random name of a town u just think of on the spot and then you won’t know any better except what used to be.
So I’ve come to the conclusion you’re not bothered about me at all, I’m more than obviously not on your list of top people you wanna speak to coz you’re so busy important etc but like I thought maybe ‘until next time’ meant I would actually see you again. Maybe it was just a figure of speech. I suppose I just thought you’d make some effort and not make me feel shit by always having to start the conversation sometimes without a reply. Who am I kidding you barely ever reply but then when I say things like shall I stop texting you get on the defensive telling me I’m cool blah blah maybe you want as many people you can take up on the offer of hanging out for when you’re in different places or feeling a new change of scene but personally you’re fucking me up coz I hang on every sentence you say whereas you just glimpse over my name.
I like keeping my tumblr private coz it’s like twitter but I go into bigger rants that nobody wants to hear about
I’m so tempted to empty my bank account and get this tattoo I want.. But I need the money and have no other source of income for ages so would probably feel shit after I’ve spent it, and I don’t need another tattoo anyway being 19 with three.. Decisionss
Why kiss a girl if you dont like her? just coz she’s there? coz you’re famous and she knows she likes you? is that how much fame has gone to your head? Really- you think you’re that much better than me? I wish i’d never even met you you’ve been round in my head millions of times and its driving me crazy. my lust has completely been turned into hatred and you’re not worth the shit on my shoe.
Come to south London on your way up from Brighton. I’m disappointed you didn’t come say hi today ! I’m there in 2 mins where are u? I was there earlier on your way to London from Brighton but I’m in south London now. I’d have bought you lunch! Ah man haha I’m there tomorrow. Where in clapham? Camden via clapham. So where are you staying? Are you gonna serenade me? Haha when tonight or tomorrow? I’m going Brighton now doing press in Camden tomorrow coming up from Brighton. Do you need a fan girl to come an follow you around? Ha. Haha. I was talking to you in Leeds when billy Bragg was playing. For real? Would I recognise you? That depends on whether you paid attention as to what I look like. Send me a pic? Sent come and watch Kate tempests play with me in the London roundhouse? When is it? What you doing in Leeds? You on Skype? May 8-19th? I have a house in York as well as London. No but I could be for you. Ah I’m planning on going to LA next week I’ll know tomorrow. Itch iseatingnandos is my name. Let me know If you’re gonna stay? Let me know if you’re in London tomorrow x what time? How old are you? 19 is that too young? I appreciate that it wouldn’t look too great on your behalf hanging out with a 19 year old but I just thought itd be amazing to have a proper conversation with you and to get to know you. Hopefully our paths will cross at some point? Hope so! Maybe tomorrow x ? I’ve got a meeting at one I’m free after that? Hope your press thing is going well what you doing later? I finish in Camden about 6. Wanna go for a drink? Well in on Oxford street so let me know when you’re done. Ok cool! I’m stuck on the underground if I don’t tb the Victoria line is fucked! Having to bus it :’( I’m done I’m in Camden I have another interview at 8. Im on the bus lol! Is your next interview in Camden also? I’ve gotta see you after this journey! Yeah where you at? Getting underground ill text you when I’m in Camden. Where from? I’m here where about are you? I owe you a drink! You do! Are you single? Yeah, staying single for a while too. So you can kiss more of your random fans? Let me know if you’re around to hang out again I enjoyed it. What are you doing today? I can’t believe you didn’t text me back, you got me good. Sat mean? I dunno I was drunk but I meant that I want to see you. Why would you kiss me then not talk? Doesn’t make sense? Be cool, dayum! Haha ok






